This is such a hard weekend for me. I have had ca two times with mets. Now I am waitng again to find out if it has returned. Also if I have a new different ca. I am so tired and have so many symptoms. I start to feel like my mind is going crazy. I have a very supportive spouse but the waiting for test results and treatments is really getting me down. It is hard to wait and be peaceful. Anyone else feel like this?