Aug 03, 2010 - 7:16 pm
Scan time on Monday 8/9. My whole being changes a week to 10 days before CT scans. All of a sudden I have aches everywhere which of course I conclude are related to the cancer. Like a fool I go back and read all my radiology reports online and find something that makes me think will turn into something. You know, the tiny lung nodule that they say is probably from past inflection. I haven't given that a thought in months but now I'm obsessed over it. I turn into such a fool around this time. The cancer probably won't kill me, but the anxiety might! :-)
I do it to myself, but it's so hard not to worry about it. Oh well. Off to hot, humid, very hot, very humid Houston! Leaving on Saturday, tests on Mon, results on Tues and flight back on Tues night. Well my flight plan is at least optimistic!
Thanks for listening! Wishing everyone strength and healing no matter where you are at in this process.