Jul 15, 2010 - 10:08 pm
I have had deep depression since my cancer diagnosis and treatment 4 years ago. I feel like I shouldn't be here. At first I felt like life was a gift, but now my husband has deserted me, he said "you'd be sick whether you were with me or not" I will have a lifetime of follow ups and treatment. I now wish I hadn't survived so that I wouldn't have seen this. We were fine before my cancer, now our family is destroyed.