Jul 15, 2010 - 10:00 pm
Well, all through my treatment my husband was about 4 hours from me because he got a new job and we couldn't afford to move. He heard so many times "it's the cancer you want" and "it's not a bad cancer" that I feel he started to think I wasn't really sick. He also didn't see me during the treatments.
So I found out he cheated on me right after my 131, he says of me having cancer and the fact that there is still a cyst on my artery that they cannot remove, it is in operable
"you'd be sick whether you were with me or not"
Also during the news of him cheating I got the news that I have skin cancer.
So, anyway, the person he cheated on me is an alcoholic like him, he did tell me he left her. Then we bought a house near where he worked, and our daughters who are in college helped us move over xmas, 12 days later he was with her when I had to go to an appointment our daughter took me to since he missed so much work to move us. Then he came home, then about a week later he deserted me.
So, I almost wish I hadn't lived, at first I thought life is a gift, now I am here alone and it is terrible, I know no one for a 4 hour drive.
What do you think of this? I am a mess.