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In Memory of my rock, my best friend, my fiance'

Proverbs356
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Joined: Jun 2010

My fiance' passed away last night. He was 30 years old. He was diagnosed in 2008 with stage 4 lung cancer. He never smoked a day in his life. We flew from WV to MD Anderson in Houston, TX to get a second opinion. There we were told he could recieve chemo and try clinical trials. He was told that even with these treatments, he only had several months to live. Jason is a Christian man of great faith and believed that God would heal him. He read his bible daily, recited healing scriptures over and over, had hands laid on him and was anointed with oil. A year and half later, he started feeling bad again. He went to the Dr. and had a CT scan and ultrasound done. They found that the tumor in his lung had doubled in size and had metastasized to his liver and spleen. It was all in the Lord's hands. He needed a miracle. Before we found out that nothing could be done, I asked Jason if he was scared. He said no. That if he could recieve chemo it would work or if not, heaven awaits. He told me that God heals some and some he doesn't. After 4 days in the hospital, Jason passed away. I lost my best friend, the love of my life, the one that I could depend on to be there for me. I feel so lost. I don't understand why God didn't heal this precious soul. He must have needed him in heaven and had a greater plan for him. The one thing Jason would want more than anything in this world is for those that are lost to recieve the Lord Jesus as their personal savior. If you do not know him, I pray that you will come to know Him before its too late. He died for you because he loves you. You never know when it will be your time.

Baby, thank you for everything. Thank you for always being there for me. For your love, patience, understanding. For all of the fun times and taking places I wouldn't have gotten to go if it wasn't for you. For being my prayer warrior. You were a precious gift from God. You have enriched so many lives. I love you and I will miss you so much. Praise God that you are no longer in pain or suffering. I will see you again. "He touched me..."

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Tina Blondek
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Joined: Nov 2009

Hi I am so sorry for your recent loss. I recently lost my dad to esophageal cancer with mets to the liver. He put up a long 16th month battle, but lost on March 9, 2010. I, too am a faithful Christian. I had been ministering to my dad the whole time he was fighting his cancer. He asked Jesus Christ to be his savior on Christmas Eve 2009. I feel very comfortable that he is now in the Kingdom of God. I also think that God needed my dad up in heaven. Cancer does not have an age, race, or reason, it just happens. Some people win the battle, some people do not. Remember what Jesus said....Those of you who believe in me will not perish, but have eternal life. We will see and be with our loved ones again. Until we meet again.... Take care of yourself and God Bless you and your family at this difficult time. Peace be with you.
Tina

Proverbs356
Posts: 2
Joined: Jun 2010

Hi Tina. I'm so sorry to hear that your dad passed away from EC. Its such an awful disease to say the least. Praise God that he came to know Jesus as his personal savior. That is awesome! What peace to know that you will one day see him again.

I've been having a really hard time. I cry a lot, at work, it doesn't matter where I am. I just don't understand why God needed him now. I know I shouldn't question. I miss him so much. I am thankful that he is not in pain or suffering any more. He was good for a year and half after being diagnosed with lung ca, then started feeling bad. He always had the back pain, but it had eased up. I'm so lost without him. I took him for granted and I never should have. God couldn't have sent me a better Christian man than him. I'm thankful that I was able to be there for him and that he was a part of my life. He has enriched my life in so many ways. His love was unconditional. There's nothing bad I can say about him. My life will never be the same without him. I know I'll see him again. I'm trying to continue on with my life but its so hard without him.

God Bless you and your family,
Jamie

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