Tomorrow morning I go in for the results of biopsy.....(laryngoscopy). I will not lie to you-I am a nervous wreck. I have no idea how you do this...you all have so much strength. The waiting has been a roller coaster of emotions....and a nightmare.
You have all "helped" me in your own ways-from trying to "calm" me-to suggesting notepads and voice recorders to help me at the doctors, and by "just listening" to me while my mind has been racing. You have told me your stories and what to "expect" and what has helped you through your treatments....I am forever grateful to all of you.
I am hoping that when he told my husband "it looks like cancer"--that he was wrong.
I am also hoping that if it is true.......that it is cancer....that I even have a small portion of belief and strength that you all have on here to help me through it.
Either way it goes.....I believe I have "met" some of the nicest people to call "friends".
I will post of course tomorrow either way.
I wish all of you that are "done" with your treatments to be forever "free" from cancer.
To those of you still in treatment--keep listening and posting to these wonderful people-I am wishing you a complete recovery as well......you are all in my prayers. Jill