Jun 01, 2010 - 11:19 pm
My mom was diagnosed with breast cancer 6 1/2 years ago, and she passed away may 22nd, 2010 i am 25 and it has been very hard because i also lost my father 2 years ago in a accident which was a complete shock since he was completely healthy. I was just looking for someone to talk to who can relate to losing a mother?? I feel like no one understands me including my fiance. Everyone wants me to just go out and act like nothing happened. I loved my mother so much she cared for me like no other, my sister is 13 years older than me but we are not very close. She is married and has children and I'm not married and have no kids yet, i just graduated college and she was not there for graduation. I feel like i lost my whole life and my best friend. I am still in shock that she is gone because she was such a fighter, she didn't think cancer would take her life, I also have mixed feelings about hospice and think they gave her to much pain medication which i think sped up her dying process. Even until the very end my mother was only concerned about my well being. I just hope i can meet someone on here who i can talk to and can relate with me.....