Apr 24, 2010 - 10:14 pm
I lost my mother to colon cancer 2 weeks ago. I am having such a hard time dealing with it. She lived with me for 8 years. I was also her primary caregiver and she wanted to die at home so it was nice to have the days to let her know how much we loved her but so hard watching her die. She is now in a better place and not suffering. But I not only lost my mom but my best friend. My house is so empty without her. I have had few good days but these past few have been so hard. I feel like I am losing it. I just get so sad.