Apr 10, 2010 - 8:17 am
hi im new here and dont understand the whole message board thing.
but hi my names bob and im very tired and stessed knowing 2 weeks ago mu girlfriend who i want to marry and she was just diagnosed with this parataneal methosiloma, im on about 8 hours sleep in 4 days and crying alot.(praying too )
im so lost here, she means the world to me and this happens!
I pray everyday, last nite she had drains and a vat done and is in ICU now.
a few minutes ago the nurse told me she ate, yet its hard for me to eat!
we met online 3 years ago and fell in love
im lost here please help me to find my sanity again, today is day 4 in the hospital and she will be there another 5 atleast.
i may be ranting on but i dont know, just want someone who understands me to talk to.