Apr 07, 2010 - 4:21 pm
Im only 29 years old and im so a scard March 22nd i was told i had Uterine cancer well i have to have ALL removed my womb my tubes my overys on April 16th.
every time i go to the store and i see Woman who is preggy or has a child i say WHY ME ? i want to brake down and cry i wanted a baby more then anything in this world now my husband and my dream will never be. Adoption is out of the Question unless they change alot of laws .
Well my big Questions are
#1 how will i feel once the sugery is done ? ( pain wise ) and Spirt wise ?
#2 how long before im back to my self or the new me ?
#3 is there any long term feelings you get in your body like pains that stay with you or hurts in your body or do you go back to Normal once its out ?
#4 will i go right in to Menopaus ? if so what is this like ?
i tryed to fine out if Des moines had a support group and there was none that they knew of face to face a group type meeting so i kinda feel stuck in this all alone my husband is there for me but i feel we need to talk to others whos been through this
my CT scan and chest xray showed back Normal so i take it this is good news ?
right now im told until all is removed and tested they are unsure as to if i will need any chemo treatments or not im praying i dont
I have feelings of being MAD, angery hurt and sad
i dont even no how to handle this im a strong christian so i lean on GOD but im a HUMAN and the thought of never having a child or what its gonna be like after all is removed will i cry every time i see a baby or will this feeling go away ?
i dont no then there is the fear o the cancer i just wish i didnt have it but i do
one big Question is i kinda get the ideal of foods but i hate sea foods so what type of foods do i eat and how do i make a meal out of it ?
ok i have many Questions but ill leave u with this for now
thanks and my prayers is with each of you/.