Mar 30, 2010 - 12:16 pm
Hi. My mom would have been turning 80 today. A milestone bday. But she's gone, passed away in June 09 four months after official diagnosis, 4 months into "Treatment" There's been alot of firsts since then , July 4th, Labor Day, Thanksgiving, Xmas, NY, and now her birthday, Easter and Mother's Day are coming.. I think this day (bday) is the hardest of all. We probably would have celebrated her bday and Easter on the same day this year. How she loved Easter. She was a devout Catholic. I still can't believe she's gone and I've been doing okay, still devastated and still angry but okay. But today is really hitting me hard. I can barely stand to be here at work. But it's month end and I dare not miss month end. Well, maybe it's good that I'm so busy I can't think straight. Thanks for listening.