Jan 25, 2010 - 9:14 pm
I lost my voice after removal of top left lobe of lung and 8 cent tumer along with three ribs. Doctor told me right vocal coard is paralized and will never return that it is prerminate. Have any others had this problem. Well I survived the surgery and still in alot of discomfort but still kicking. Start chemo tomorrow and hope i can take I know my insurance has already been socked for over $96000.00. Doctor cant find any other cancer in my body since the surgery he just wants to do the chemo to make sure that the cancer growth does not return. I feel so out of controll by placing my trust totaly in the doctors hands. I have always been the type that I controll all events in my life. Hard to get used to someone else in controll. Hope it all turns out the best for me. God Bless all that ever read what I say here.
went to doctor today and now a postponement until wednesday so won't start chemo until 10th of feb. Ok I get so tired of the delays. But not gonna get this old buzzard down.