Dec 06, 2009 - 11:35 pm
During the treatment, I hung out with this guy once, who I had a huge crush on for years, and I didn't feel a thing. It's weird because only a few months passed... At first I thought that I just moved on, even though it didn't feel like it. It's like my mind liked him, but my heart is dead, like I can't feel anything anymore.
Since cancer affects hormones, and just emotions, can it be connected?
I wonder if it was/is my way to cope with being a cancer survivor. I probably should talk to a psychologist but I don't think he/she may understand if that person didn't have cancer. It's something you have to go through to understand...
Anyway, has anyone had similar emotional problems? Not being able to fall in love or open yourself up to another person?