Our Pammy, aka AKiss4Me, needs our well-wishes~ I know I can count on all of us, right?!

chenheart
chenheart Member Posts: 5,159
edited March 2014 in Breast Cancer #1
This is a private message I received from our Pammy (aka A Kiss4me) As you will see, she gave me permission to share the latest with all of the sisters here on the board. She needs our prayers, well-wishes, and the encouragement only we can give! I was going to paraphrase and try and re-tell her medical "situation", but then I thought, no~ she eloquently wrote what is happening, so why not just let our sweet Pammy speak for herself? She is without a doubt, one of our Special Sisters here on the boards, always funny and empathetic and quick of wit and encouragement. I know I can count on all of us to keep her close at heart and pray for a good resolution ... Thank you Kindred Spirits!
Hugs,
Chen♥


ugghhh....if you can believe this, I just spent a half hour posting what was going on and my cat stepped on my keyboard and just as I was signing off...poof, wiped out!!!!!
So now, instead of the interesting story I wrote (don't have the energy to re-write) I will tell you the short version (and it's ok to share if you like).
You recall my BC was found "accidently" when they were trying to address the pain in my arm. Well, a suspicious area on my thyroid was "accidently" found from the cervical CAT scan my neurosergeon recently order. They are going to do nerve blocks for my arm, so we can address this more pressing issue, once again. I am so upset. was not expecting another curve ball to be thrown at me. I was just starting to feel better this past week with great progress.
So now I am waiting for them to call me and tell me when my ultra sound will be. Most likely, a biopsy will follow. Of course I have managed to work myself up even though he tried to tell me not to, that we need to get some test back & go from there.
Those of us that know about specialist know a Neurosurgeon does not order test or treat thyroid problems. But he said he is concerned and wants me to have everying I need test wise if I need to return to my surgical oncologist. Says he can get things done faster b/c he has pull.
So that is where I am at. In just a little bit here, I am going to pop my copy of the disc into my computer and check out the catscan myself (yes, I can read x-rays, etc).
So I need lots of prayers and positive vibes sent my way. That is the reason I was posting (to request that) and now I don't have the energy to do it again.
Your card did make me feel good at a really bad moment. I guess when all this started, I was over confident that I would make it through with minimal effort and now I am just wearing out. Sigh, I just need a breather and I will be ready to tackle whatever comes next.
I know I will make it through, but right now it just seems so overwhelming. But I have friends like you to lean on as well and that is very comforting. Thanks for your concern, sweetie, and for letting me get it all out! I feel like just a wee bit of weight has left my shoulders!
Hugs and smiles....Pammy
PS)BTW...OMG, this was the short version to my original!! LOL
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  • maryannrogers
    maryannrogers Member Posts: 115
    Pammy
    Love and prayers to you. Hang in there. You'll get through this too. Much love & hugs to you.
  • Marcia527
    Marcia527 Member Posts: 2,729
    Well, Pammy, I'm certainly
    Well, Pammy, I'm certainly sad to hear you are having problems. I can't see into the future but hope everything goes right from now on. Better duck! Hugs coming your way. They're big ones!
  • creampuff91344
    creampuff91344 Member Posts: 988
    Marcia527 said:

    Well, Pammy, I'm certainly
    Well, Pammy, I'm certainly sad to hear you are having problems. I can't see into the future but hope everything goes right from now on. Better duck! Hugs coming your way. They're big ones!

    So Sorry!
    Dear Pammy, Will it ever end? Sounds like you have your hands full there, and it just doesn't seem fair. I know you are strong, and that this is something that will require treatment, and lots of time. For some reason, it seems that those on this board who seem the strongest are the ones who face this ongoing saga. I am so sorry. You have always been the one who can jump start someone when they are so far down in the dumps, and I know you are a positive thinker. My positive thoughts are with you right now, as well as many others who know you through this board. Anything that you need, please let us know....we can always send cyber "things" and will always be there mentally. Keep us posted, and keep those upbeat thoughts there. We love you. Hugs.

    Judy
  • Calleen
    Calleen Member Posts: 411
    Marcia527 said:

    Well, Pammy, I'm certainly
    Well, Pammy, I'm certainly sad to hear you are having problems. I can't see into the future but hope everything goes right from now on. Better duck! Hugs coming your way. They're big ones!

    I have
    been really thinking alot about Pammy latley because I have noticed she hasn't been posting... If you are reading this Pammy and I hope you are.. Your sweet thoughtful replys are really missed!! I pray you find out soon whats going on and you can move forward!!!
  • carkris
    carkris Member Posts: 4,553 Member

    So Sorry!
    Dear Pammy, Will it ever end? Sounds like you have your hands full there, and it just doesn't seem fair. I know you are strong, and that this is something that will require treatment, and lots of time. For some reason, it seems that those on this board who seem the strongest are the ones who face this ongoing saga. I am so sorry. You have always been the one who can jump start someone when they are so far down in the dumps, and I know you are a positive thinker. My positive thoughts are with you right now, as well as many others who know you through this board. Anything that you need, please let us know....we can always send cyber "things" and will always be there mentally. Keep us posted, and keep those upbeat thoughts there. We love you. Hugs.

    Judy

    Pammy hang in there you will
    Pammy hang in there you will get through this mire one day at a time. You are in my prayers and i will send positve thoughts in your direction. God Bless
  • Deb1969
    Deb1969 Member Posts: 165
    Calleen said:

    I have
    been really thinking alot about Pammy latley because I have noticed she hasn't been posting... If you are reading this Pammy and I hope you are.. Your sweet thoughtful replys are really missed!! I pray you find out soon whats going on and you can move forward!!!

    My thoughts and prayers are
    My thoughts and prayers are with you.
    Deb
  • natly15
    natly15 Member Posts: 1,941
    Oh Pammy my prayers are with
    Oh Pammy my prayers are with you. We always know... God won't give you more than you can handle but I'll just bet there are times when you wish He didn't trust you quite so much. This is perhaps one of those times, but there is always that door which comes at the 11th hour. Please keep your pretty smile on your face, as difficult as this is. I just may have some ice cream in your honor today!! Prayers and Hugs going out in cyberspace.Please grab them.
  • ppurdin
    ppurdin Member Posts: 1,181
    Love and Prayers.
    I am so sorry to hear you are having such a hard time of it.I will be thinking of you and most of all praying.god bless you Pammy.We are all rooting for you.Love and Prayers(Pat).
  • Jadie
    Jadie Member Posts: 723
    Pammy
    So sorry that you are having to go through all of this. Waiting is so hard. I will keep you in my thoughts and send positive vibes your way.

    Hugs
    Jadie<3
  • New Flower
    New Flower Member Posts: 4,294
    Jadie said:

    Pammy
    So sorry that you are having to go through all of this. Waiting is so hard. I will keep you in my thoughts and send positive vibes your way.

    Hugs
    Jadie<3</p>

    Pammy you are an inspiration for all of us
    I want to give a big hug. I know it feel like it never ends, but it will.
    Sending you positive thoughts and wishing easy way out.
    Hugs
  • cruf
    cruf Member Posts: 908

    Pammy you are an inspiration for all of us
    I want to give a big hug. I know it feel like it never ends, but it will.
    Sending you positive thoughts and wishing easy way out.
    Hugs

    Feel Better!
    Pammy, I'm so sorry you have to go thru all this. It really seems unfair! Have faith and keep up the positive thoughts. Once you know exactly what you're dealing with, you will be able to fight if you have to and come out that much stronger! Please, when you feel up to it, let us know how you are! HUGS!!! Cathy
  • CR1954
    CR1954 Member Posts: 1,390 Member
    Pammy...
    Always in your corner, love.....

    CR
  • tommaseena
    tommaseena Member Posts: 1,769
    CR1954 said:

    Pammy...
    Always in your corner, love.....

    CR

    Pammy
    Positive thoughts and prayers are with you always as well as positive vibes--cyber speaking.

    Take time to digest all of this and let us know how you are doing when you can.

    Love,
    Margo
  • tasha_111
    tasha_111 Member Posts: 2,072

    Pammy
    Positive thoughts and prayers are with you always as well as positive vibes--cyber speaking.

    Take time to digest all of this and let us know how you are doing when you can.

    Love,
    Margo

    Dear Pammy
    I am sending positive healing thought to you.
    Luv Jxxx
  • mlmjt1
    mlmjt1 Member Posts: 537
    Dear Pammy
    I was wondering what happened to you...you havent posted in a while. I have missed you and hope that you hang in there and bring your humor and wisdom back to us when you can. Breathe and take 1 day at a time. Sometimes it feels like this will go on and on forever, but you will get thru it.

    Lots of love

    Linda T
  • newbiefromcananda
    newbiefromcananda Member Posts: 234
    mlmjt1 said:

    Dear Pammy
    I was wondering what happened to you...you havent posted in a while. I have missed you and hope that you hang in there and bring your humor and wisdom back to us when you can. Breathe and take 1 day at a time. Sometimes it feels like this will go on and on forever, but you will get thru it.

    Lots of love

    Linda T

    xoxoxoxxo
    (cyber hugs ))))) well wishes coming your way from cananda xoxoxxooxxoxo
  • sgamtd
    sgamtd Member Posts: 124
    mlmjt1 said:

    Dear Pammy
    I was wondering what happened to you...you havent posted in a while. I have missed you and hope that you hang in there and bring your humor and wisdom back to us when you can. Breathe and take 1 day at a time. Sometimes it feels like this will go on and on forever, but you will get thru it.

    Lots of love

    Linda T

    Dear Pammy
    Lots of love and prayers coming your way, miss you, God Bless you.
    Love
    sgamtd
  • Whoknowz
    Whoknowz Member Posts: 82
    Comforting hugs, heartfelt
    Comforting hugs, heartfelt prayers, and positive thoughts are headed to you. May you know quickly what's going on so you can do what you need to do.

    Angela
  • Dawne.Hope
    Dawne.Hope Member Posts: 823
    Whoknowz said:

    Comforting hugs, heartfelt
    Comforting hugs, heartfelt prayers, and positive thoughts are headed to you. May you know quickly what's going on so you can do what you need to do.

    Angela

    Oh, Pammy. How much is one
    Oh, Pammy. How much is one person supposed to handle? I am so sorry. I'm praying that what they saw on the ct-scan is nothing, that you would have peace, the doctors would have wisdom, and that you would be whole and healthy soon. I'm so sorry that you're having to go through this scare on top of everything you've already gone through. Praying for you!

    Much love,
    dh
  • jennytwist
    jennytwist Member Posts: 896

    Oh, Pammy. How much is one
    Oh, Pammy. How much is one person supposed to handle? I am so sorry. I'm praying that what they saw on the ct-scan is nothing, that you would have peace, the doctors would have wisdom, and that you would be whole and healthy soon. I'm so sorry that you're having to go through this scare on top of everything you've already gone through. Praying for you!

    Much love,
    dh

    Sending you
    tons of love and keeping you in my thoughts and prayers! The waiting is so very hard and I'm sorry you have to wait some more again for something else unknown. We are all here for you and please know we are waiting right there with you. Just try to take it one day at a time and trust that your Drs will find the best answers for you soon.
    Take care and know how very much you are loved!
    -Jenny