Nov 18, 2009 - 2:35 pm
Well I fianlly convinced the ER Dr. to admit my husband and find out why hes not eating and losing weight. In the ER yesterday he weighed 120 pounds. They did a CT today so we are waiting for those results. My husbands friends flew his daughter in from out of town in hopes that he will listen to her, and so that she can help me while I work. They gave him magestrol (i think) he hasn't really said if it is working or not. They also want to start him on physical therapy. He is still resistant to everything they are doing, but if that CT comes back fine, he's got to find the will to fight. If the CT comes back with bad news, I will accepts the fact that he doesn't want andy chemo or radiation.
I am a little "miffed" with the fact that now that his daughter is here that I feel as though her and his friends, which by the way have never even attempted to help me until now, are invading my life. Yeah I want my husband to get better, but at the end of the day, I AM THE ONE WHO TAKES CARE OF HIM. I am the one who has been there everyday. Maybe I am wrong about this, but this is how I feel.
I ffel bad for the nutrionist. He refuses a feeding tube and refuses the boost and ensure, no matter which way you blend it. He doesn't like the taste. There are days that I feel like I have no fight left, and today is one of them. I talk about not having any fight left, thats selfish considering my husband is the one fighting to recover from this ugly beast!
Thank you guys for listening! I really appreciate it.