Oct 30, 2009 - 12:11 am
My husband of 29 years past away on 10/22/2009 after a 5 month battle with esophageal cancer. We married when we was in our early 20's and you think that you will grow old togeather do the thing you plan. after 29 years and two children now age 28 and 24 and 2 grandchildrens that i would not be so lost and feel that my world is upside down or that i would be so lonely. i wonder how i will get through another day the next not any better then the last one.
i know that my husband is now at peace and went home to his savior, but i needed him so he was my friend throught it all i always knew that he would be there when i got home from work, or if i went to my family on vacation. and now our home is not a home. we knew that he was going to past, was hoping to just get through the holidays togeather. and now they are so far ahead but yet they will be here before we know and i am crying so much thinking i can not do this but i know that i have to do it. get through one day more and pray that it not as long as it was yesterday.