Jack is getting worst today, the swelling in his face is so bad his eye is shut, We went to the ER they sent us home and said it was from the chemo and the steriods, His sister is a nurse and telling different things, like swelling in the brain, We have an appointment again with his doctors and chemo not sure what they are going to do, I dont know why they did not do a CT scan while he was in the hospital, Are the doctors right is it just swelling and the steriods, or is it something more serious like his sister keeps telling me, HE's eating good, his blood work is good, chest xray is good, but it is his face, His sister keeps pushing surgery, the doctors say no, I cant be in the middle of them, I am scared out of my mind, I have a bad feeling the cancer in his neck is getting worst, I knew there would be a time where he would get worst, but I am not ready, I need more time, we need more time,
