Oct 03, 2009 - 6:49 pm
On July 18, my mom passed away. For two years my dear mother fought her toughest battle. Unfortunately, it just wasn't enough.
She was a single mom with three kids of her own, including myself. It was just me and her in the house because the older two were off at college. I gave my life to her and cared for her as much I could, as much as a 15, 16 year old could do. For that alone, my heart breaks a little more everyday without her. I am so very lost without her. Although the loss of a parent is normal, I deserved a mom for more than sixteen years.
Not a day, minute, or second goes by where I don't think of her and her love. Being with her in her final moments is something that will never leave you. It does bring me comfort knowing she is no longer in pain. I just hope she is happy in heaven. All I want is for her to know I love her soooo much!
The things I miss the most are coming home to her from school, or calling home and hearing her answer, or just hugging and kissing her goodnight.