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the meaning of life and remembering all we ever really have is this moment

tdaniels58
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I think that Joseph Campbell put it best:
"Life is without meaning. You bring the meaning to it. The meaning of life is whatever you ascribe it to be. Being alive is the meaning."

To All Who Read This:
You are love and you are loved. You are heros and you have heros. Today is what it is, a moment in Time where we beautiful souls come together and share our light. Peace and Hope fuel this luminous glory that is the Human Soul.

May this moment, these words bring you calm and peace. Breathe, slow down and just take a few moments to breathe. Relax and let go for just a moment all the fear, the pain, the anger, the sadness and Smile from deep inside and let that light fill each one of your cells with healing beauty that only light can bring.

Think about snow gently falling, silently, so delicate each unique crystal landing atop the last with grace and ease.

Say and repeat today, I am Love, I am Peace, I am Healthy, I am Joy. Believe and know you are loved and cared for by all who visit.

Dear Kitten, You are so beautiful and lovely,use your computer to visit meditation sites and let your mind go to calm peacefulness away from the hospital environment as much as you can. You deserve a mental vacation~ : ) xxoo terry

tdaniels58
Posts: 21
Joined: Jan 2009

my prayer for all who read this tonight is peace and comfort from this disease of cancer. may God bless all of you and the angels hold you close.

love,
terry

Islandbayfarm
Posts: 21
Joined: Sep 2009

Terry,

Thanks for the calming thoughts! They helped be get to sleep last night.

Where is Kitten??? How are you? We are so very concerned about you!
Please update us!

Kathy

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MOE58
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Joined: May 2009

Kathy,

I talk to Kitten on another site, I don't believe she is ready to talk about things right now, she has alot of decisions to make with her family.

Please say HUGE prayers, and when she is ready she will leave a post.

Thanks
Lori aka MOE

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kitten0385
Posts: 278
Joined: Apr 2009

Just not posting as much, I have a lot going on and am just really exhausted. I've had a ton of visitors in the hospital, and honestly haven't gotten on the computer as much as I was getting on. I'm hanging in there. The pneumonia's getting a bit better, but I still have to have my chest tube and ng tube to drain everything, so not too hot in that accord. But, I'm still fighting and hanging in!! :0)

Cathy

tdaniels58
Posts: 21
Joined: Jan 2009

someone once told me
that you have to choose
what you win or lose
you can't have everything
don't you take chances
you might feel the pain
don't you love in vain
cause love won't set you free
i could stand by the side
and watch this life pass me by
so unhappy but safe as could be

CHORUS
so what if it hurts me
so what if i break down
so what if this world just throws me off the edge
my feet run out of ground
i gotta find my place
i wanna hear my sound
dont care about other pain in front of me
cause im just tryin to be happy, yea
just wanna be happy, yea

holding on tightly
just can't let it go
just tryin to play my roll
slowly diasappear, oooh
well all these tears
they feel like they're the same
just different faces, different names
get me outta here
well i can stand by the side
and watch this life pass me by
pass me by

CHORUS
so what if it hurts me
so what if i break down
so what if this world just throws me off the edge
my feet run out of ground
i gotta find my place
i wanna hear my sound
dont care about other pain infront of me
cause im just tryin to be happy
just wanna be happy
oooh

so any turns that i can't see
i'll count a stranger on this road
but don’t say victim
don't say anythng

CHORUS
so what if it hurts me
so what if i break down
so what if this world just throws me off the edge
my feet run out of ground
i gotta find my place
i wanna hear my sound
dont care about all the pain infront of me
cause im just tryin to be happy
just wanna be happy~

Leona Lewis sings this on youtube.
You are in my prayers and thoughts everyday, I am here in this cyber world asking the angels and god and all your relations that are surrounding you with love to hold you close and heal your body, bring the light of healing into you. Breathe sweet Kitten, you are a fighter with the grace of an angel. It's your life, you are the one going through the pain and you know your body better than anyone. Stay true to you~ all my love, Terry

Islandbayfarm
Posts: 21
Joined: Sep 2009

Cathy,

Good hearing from you. I pray today is a better day for you.

I'm not going to ask any questions. Just want you
to know you have another mom praying for you. My babies are boys 22
& 26. They could NEVER do what you are doing!

You will get over this set back. The tubes are doing their jobs and
will disappear. The fight will go on!

Who's doing your hair & make-up?
Who's the poem & song dude?????

Keeps life interesting:)

Kathy

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kitten0385
Posts: 278
Joined: Apr 2009

My head is shaved, so no hair-doing necessary...it was coming out in chunks with my last round of chemo, so we shaved it. If I feel like being "cute" I throw a hat on. As for makeup, don't bother with it while I'm in the hospital. :0) Take me as I am! ha

Islandbayfarm
Posts: 21
Joined: Sep 2009

I know you shaved your head, that was supposed to make you laugh:)

and who's the stalker dude???

kathy

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kitten0385
Posts: 278
Joined: Apr 2009

Sorry,
It's hard to interpret attitude on here. :0) She has a friend with esophageal cancer, she posts every once in awhile on here.

Cathy

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mumphy
Posts: 486
Joined: Jun 2009

I'm so glad to see your post and that you have alot of visitors. Just want to let you know
I'm thinking about you often. Glad to see you haven't lost your sence on humor!!!

Stay strong!!!!

Lots of(((HUGS))) AND MANY!MANY!PRAYERS
KATH

emg09
Posts: 252
Joined: Mar 2009

I think of you often and hope you are starting to feel better!! Take care and stay strong, I'm always saying prayers for you!!

Hugs!!
Erika

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