Aug 13, 2009 - 10:39 am
My husband was diagnosed with cancer Apr 08, right after our son turned 1. He put up a couragous battle. We took many trips to TX when we felt nothing more could be done at home. He passed at home on 6/23/09 at 42yrs old. I am now struggling terribly with the loss. My son is 2 and a half and constantly asks for his Daddy. Every time he does it is like ripping my heart out and stepping on it. I know I have to pull it together for my son I'm just not sure how to do that. I am still struggling with "could I have done more", "what if I did this instead of that".
My son is also not dealing well. His daycare is now telling me he is acting out. I have tried to get support for both of us but so far he is too young or it is too soon after my husband's passing. Please help, where do I turn now. I feel like I am losing it. It is hard enough with a very energetic 2year old, but now trying to deal with this loss too seems like more than I can handle.