Aug 05, 2009 - 12:55 am
that you had to sit down in that uncomfortable chemo chair for hours? I start next week and am so anxiety ridden I can't eat, sleep,have hives, etc.; it's over-whelming. How did you get the emotional strength to even go, much less sit down and follow through? Yes, I understand that it's the motivation to live, therefore, no choice.....but the emotional/whiney/baby part of me has come out. I'm terribly afraid that I will show up and be in hysterics (how horribly embarrassing!).