Jul 28, 2009 - 10:54 pm
I lost my dad to pancreatic cancer almost 5 months ago. I was extremely angry at everyone around me for a couple of months. Now I am just sad. I can get thru most days without thinking about it too much bc I have a 2 year old and I am 9 months pregnant. But then when I get into bed at night, I feel the shock radiate thru me. I just can not believe that he is gone. I don't think I will get to the point where I am not in shock.