Jul 04, 2009 - 7:15 am
I'm sitting here again, reading several discussions that have been posted under "liver cancer" and I just wish there was something I could do to provide hope and encouragement to everyone. Throughout the day I ask the Lord to heal, uplift, cure, relieve, perform a miracle, love, and kill that life-destroying "C" word.
At times I feel strong enough to fight the devil "itself" and other times I just want the God of all creation to hug me and wipe away my tears. I'm continuing my fight with breast cancer that spread to my liver by packing my bags and flying to Houston (MD Anderson) alone but not alone. Although I have mother (and family) who is incapable of being a nurturing individual and has once again abandoned me, I know the Lord will sit with me through every test, every stick, every drop of whatever MD Anderson will do to me over the next few days/weeks.
I really don't want to be in my shoes right now but they are the size that fit me. I know how it was going through this less than a year ago and this is not the reunion I expected to attend so soon. So, I wish I had the ability to do more for people who are new to this and those who have been fighting a while now. I resolve to do what I know best to do... and that is pray for everyone and try to give an encouraging word or two. I believe that my God is bigger than my problems and even bigger that any disease that may attack us!!!!