May 01, 2009 - 1:32 am
I'm so so shocked, sad, tired and frustrated. My Mommy passed away this Monday morning after almost 3 months of the bowel obstruction which made her spend 18 days on the hospital and the rest at home. She ended with a multiple organ failure. Thank the Lord I was with her almost all Sunday and until her last breath at 11:15 am on Monday. It was a devastating and very very sad sight to see...but I begged the Lord that He let me be with her at her very last. She did suffer a lot, although said not to have pain.. just so very tired she could not pick herself up. She passed away her hand in mine.. before that moment I was praying to her, telling her many thanks for everything and telling her how much I love her. And after..when apparently she was not so contious I think she could still hear me because I wiped a tear of her left eye. I can barely belive she is gone.. although is some way I know she went straight to God without doubt, and is were there is no pain, no suffering,no tears, just joy. Please pray for her soul.