Mar 03, 2009 - 3:53 pm
Ok~ I have been avoiding trying to think about my PET scan tomorrow along with the oncologist visit but I am really scared. I am so afraid that there is still cancer and that I will have to go through all the chemo and radiation again or a bone morrow transplant. I feel fine~but I felt fine when the cancer was found. I feel like screaming. I think that I would rather not know. I have been trying to keep busy and not think about it but it is not working. This time tomorrow I will have had the PET scan done and will be waiting for the results. Yikes but I am scared.