Feb 22, 2009 - 7:18 pm
It has bee almost 8 weeks since I lost my My Wife, My Love, My Best Friend. I thought the loss was starting to ease up, But I find myself Missing Cathy more and more each day. My friends have been very supportive along with all the wonderful friends I have meet here on the Site. Today has been extremly difficult to hold back my Emotions. Will it ever get any easier? I feel so mad at everything for stealing my Life from me. I know We had 25 great years, but I wanted 25 more years to grow old with someone I loved with all my heart. I hate this lonlyness I feel ever day. It just feels like my life will never be the Same. I really don't know what to do. I don't know what to do to make this any easier. Some of you that I have became so close to and are not doing so well make me feel like I am just going to lose you also. I find my self really worring about all of you when I don't see a post or response. It makes me so mad at this terrible thing called "CANCER" It is just not Fair for something so terrible to happen to anyone. All of You have became such special people. I just want to feel happy again, but I feel that will never happen. My life has been robbed from me. Thanks to all of you for listening while I just get this out.