Its been 4 weeks since I lost my Love. The days are so lonely it is hard to handle. I come home do the house work still have my boys to take care of. I think they are dealing with the loss of their Mom by staying active with their Friends and Girl friends. They don't seam to be around as much as they were. I guess its partly my fault. I am not in to good of a mood these days. I was just wondering if anyone has any advice for me how to deal with this emptyness I feel. I try to stay busy, but even then I see something that reminds me of Cathy and feel so alone, This is becoming even harder than being a caregiver which I really thought was the Hardest thing I had ever had to do. To watch someone you love with all your heart just fade away is Tough. If there is any advice anyone could give me I would really appericiate it. I know we all deal with things in different ways, and I know there are a lot of folks that have been where I am right now. I was just hoping that some one might have some ideas how to handle all of this. Some days are better than others, today seams to be one of the bad ones.