Dec 01, 2008 - 1:49 pm
Dec 15th is looming, it is one year anniversary of my sister's passing to pancreatic cancer. I assisted in the last two weeks of her care, she did not want me there at first because I was barely out of treatment myself. In her last moments she was attempting to spare me. Once I was there though she was happy to have me nearby.
When she knew she would be leaving us she started boxing stuff for goodwill and setting stuff aside for us. Over the weekend i put up Christmas decorations and pulled out a heart that lights up that she gave me. It is two feet high by one wide, I have placed it over the entry door and have decided to leave it there. it is quite beautiful and when lit reminds me of her glowing personality. There are no words for how much I miss my big sister. Thanks for listening.