Dec 01, 2008 - 1:14 pm
hello my name is byrd and my ol' man just had his voicebox removed in oct 2008, and just came home about 2 weeks ago. he's still smoking and drinking as well as street drugs now and then, and today he starts radiation. he throws me out every other night, treats me like ****, gets impatient when i don't understand what he is saying with his voice machine or his drunken handwriting.....is he trying to kill himself his way? is he trying to say that he doesn't love me anymore now that he has cancer? somebody please help me understand why he hasn't shown any emotions about his cancer, but alot of negative emotions towards me!!!! where do i draw the line?