Nov 17, 2008 - 6:20 pm
Hello everyone, my fiance' of one month just found out last Friday that he has throat cancer. i am just heartbroken. its especially frustrating b/c we don't live close together, although, that is changing next month. my thinking is will he be alive next month. Today, the doc is taking a biopsy. We already know its in Stage 2.He will begin the chemo and radiation tomorrow and i'm so upset that i can't be there with him. i have been crying so hard that i am hoarse and my throat and chest hurt.
I'm waiting anxiously for his call about the doc visit. trying to stay busy. don't feel like eating, but i do eat about once a day.
i'm trying to be positive but it's hard for me. the bottom line is that i'm so very afraid right now.
God bless us all,