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williamg
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Joined: Nov 2008

my grandfather has aml and decided not to do chemo I watch him go down hill everyday his breathing is very hard at this time he wished to go home and spend his time with family I just dont want to lose him he is my dad my grandfather the only man I have ever had in my life why do things like this happen to us this is the BEST man ever

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McBean
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Joined: Dec 2008

I cant say I know how you feel. But I do understand. My ex-boyfriends grandmother had cancer and she was the sweetest woman I had ever met. We became very close, almost a mother-daughter relationship. Unfortunatlly two years ago the before thanksgiving she passed away. My world fell apart. But the "good" thing about it is I know she is in a better place and not suffering. It is hard to watch someone you love go through something so terrable! But, there is a light at the end of the tunnel. It may not be what you want but at least the one you love won't be suffering. Hope this helps, even if just for a second!

williamg
Posts: 10
Joined: Nov 2008

thanks for sharing your story it helped alot

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McBean
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Joined: Dec 2008

No problem, any time. Glad I could help.

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