Aug 29, 2008 - 5:07 am
Well, this has been milling around in my head for a bit now so I have decided to post it and get a feel for what my fellow survivors are feeling. I have had breast cancer three times, the second one came six months after i had finished my treatments for the first and it had mast. so I was a stage 4. I did a bunch of chemo and a bunch of rads an was cancer free for 9 more years. I got breast cancer on the other side in 2007 did 4 rounds of chemo and have been okay since. My problem is that I find myself thinking negatively. I really am a pretty positive person with a strong faith, but the negative thoughts just won't stop. Let me explain what i mean. My husband will say we have plans to travel when he retires in three years, secretly in my mind i say "if i am still alive". Now where is this coming from, i do it all the time lately. HELP!!!! I need to stop this. Does anyone else do this? Just looking to see if others are having similar thoughts. Hugs to all and thanks for all the support you give!