Jan 07, 2007 - 11:13 pm
I just lost my mother after a long (15year) battle... And I don't know how to feel! I have a terrific boyfriend who is there for me all the way, my dad is doing fine and we're getting closer than we ever were before, but I have'nt really even cried or broken down at all yet. Sure, it's only been 2 weeks, and we have had plenty of time to get used to the idea, but I still feel like I'm shut down emotionally. She was my best friend, I could talk to her about anything, and being an only child, that was very important. I just want to feel the "normal" feelings, though. I want to cry, to scream, anything to let myself know it's over! How can I do that, and learn how to move on?