Jul 29, 2006 - 10:40 am
I'm a caregiver for my mom..before her Dx I fished almost every weekend or hung out on the beach. Its now been 8 months and only been on the boat 2 times. I think Ive only been to the beach once and did not even walk on. (mom did not have the strenght so just looked at it from a distant.. Moms doing well..I just have a fear of not being available if she should need me. My sister has been living with my mom since Feb. but now she is moving back to tenn....so I cant imagine it getting better..I know I must find a away to get back to living. I just get so panicky when I think about having fun or being out where I cant get back if she needs me...
thank God she is doing well! She has had 2 sergeries, rad, chemo and has the chemo waffer implants...so far she has had 3 stable/clear MRIs...oh yea...She has blioblastma multiform grade IV...Brain Cancer.
Hope all is well for you.