Apr 20, 2006 - 2:19 pm
I am new to this, thought it might help with the depression. My dad past June 17, 05 of a short battle of pancratic cancer. I know there is a reason for every thing and I know he is safe and not in pain anymore but I can't get past the empty feelings I have. In the past year I have bought a home, got married, changed jobs and in the end of October I found out I have thyroid cancer, I've gone through surgery and treatment. It has spread to my lungs and my lympnoids. I know I should be happy to have the good things I do but not understanding why the bad is happing is eating me alive. Don't get me wrong I am a very positive person on the outside but on the inside I feel lost and alone. If any one has the "key" to this please let me know.