k so im a survior for year and a half. i havnt had any problems since the end of my chemotherapy in may 05. Had 3 surgeries which ended with a hysterectomy. Completed 3 months of Chemo then quit and my doctors supported my decision. I havnt had any problems since then. However a female age 22 with hysterectomy brings up some issues. Also some days I'm fine while others days I'm completely engulfed in my thoughts about cancer, tx, and dx.
My docs said im the only one in US to have this type of cancer at my age. leaving me kinda alone.
I been thinkin bout getting some type of counseling or psych tx because i dont feel normal and i want it all to be fixed. My mind, my thoughts everything. However... I already beat cancer and my life isnt being threatened anymore by it. Im confused because if this is how cancer survivors, or people going through cancer, normally feel then maybe i should just give it more time... but at the same time i just want the thoughts and the self-confidence issues to stop... i want to be back how i was before all the cancer and tx and dx.
i know this all probably sounds super silly. i dont know how to explain it all. if you have any thoughts or suggestions. please im open to it all.
Thanks, prayers and thoughts to all