Jul 17, 2005 - 9:16 am
Hi all, I just read the sad news about Judy. My heart goes out to her family and friends.
Scott is back in the hospital. They cannot control the vomiting. He is now down to 122lbs. He is so depressed and I don't know what to say to him. When I was speaking with him on the phone yesterday, I broke down crying and that made him real upset. But I can't help it. Our wedding song (Everything I Do...Bryan Adams) comes on the radio and I break down. I begged him to talk to the social worker at the hospital yesterday because I really believe he needs to express himself.
Throughout our time together (15 years) he's always been the type of person who does not want anyone to know his business and worries about what other people think. I'm the complete opposite. I don't worry about what others think...if they don't like me because I don't have alot of money or don't live in the neighborhoods they do, then they're not worth my friendship. He tries so hard to please everyone else. I know he has alot on his mind and I cannot begin to imagine what's going through his head, but I really want him to talk to someone.
Sometimes he would come here and read some of the posts, but he would never get on the boards himself. I've printed out some of the emails of encouragement you all have sent, and he enjoyed reading them.
Sorry I'm rambling again. I've been doing this alot lately. Well gotta go, kids are starting to fight.
Love to all,