Jul 10, 2005 - 5:34 pm
Just when I thought cancer was the hardest thing I would ever have to go through....along comes my husband telling me he no longer loves me and wants a divorce.
There are two sides to every story and I know I was not a perfect wife- but I am human and no human is perfect. It is a long story that has a history prior to cancer but I always thought we could weather anything... we have dealt with sooo much in our 15 year marriage.
I am in a tailspin. I am so scared and angry and sad and lost. I think it sounds so utterly ridiculous when I say this is harder than cancer. I thought that would be the worst time of my life. Wrong again.
So now I am reaching out to ALL of my friends and once again leaning on them for support. I need the strength to pick myself up and carry on.. not just for myself but for our two children. I am not even a year out from finishing cancer treatments and I wonder where I am going to get this strength.
Thanks for listening.