Apr 01, 2005 - 9:35 pm
Hi all, Say a litle prayer for me. Where my tumor is growing, I can hardly sit down, even with a cushion now. It makes it hard to even go anywhere. I am so miserable. They said to either take the morphine and it will help the pain, or to deal with the pain. So.....I am taking the morphine round the clock. I hate it, but it's the only way I can even function now. I'm scared. I'm afraid that I won't be able to do the chemo and they can't do surgery the way I am now. So....if this happens, What is the next step???? I don't know if I want to know the answer to this. Well, anyhow, love you all and could really appreciate your prayers. I REALLY am a pain in the butt now.