Lot of pain

grandma047
grandma047 Member Posts: 381
edited March 2014 in Colorectal Cancer #1
Hi all, Say a litle prayer for me. Where my tumor is growing, I can hardly sit down, even with a cushion now. It makes it hard to even go anywhere. I am so miserable. They said to either take the morphine and it will help the pain, or to deal with the pain. So.....I am taking the morphine round the clock. I hate it, but it's the only way I can even function now. I'm scared. I'm afraid that I won't be able to do the chemo and they can't do surgery the way I am now. So....if this happens, What is the next step???? I don't know if I want to know the answer to this. Well, anyhow, love you all and could really appreciate your prayers. I REALLY am a pain in the butt now.
Love and prayers, Judy(grandma047)

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  • bsrules
    bsrules Member Posts: 296
    #2
    Judy,

    Hi Sweetie!!! I have been thinkig of you!!!!! I am so sorry that things are not going as planned!!!! When do you go back to the Dr. for your blood work? I am thinking of you and Praying for you!!!!! Hang in there and just take on step at a time!!!!! I am here for you but you know that!!!! You have every right to be afraid!!!!! This is VERY scarey!!!!!! Just know that you are NOT alone!!!!!!! Lots of Prayers and EXTRA Hugs coming your way!!!!

    Love Always!!!

    Sue
  • kangatoo
    kangatoo Member Posts: 2,105 Member
    #3
    bsrules said:

    Judy,

    Hi Sweetie!!! I have been thinkig of you!!!!! I am so sorry that things are not going as planned!!!! When do you go back to the Dr. for your blood work? I am thinking of you and Praying for you!!!!! Hang in there and just take on step at a time!!!!! I am here for you but you know that!!!! You have every right to be afraid!!!!! This is VERY scarey!!!!!! Just know that you are NOT alone!!!!!!! Lots of Prayers and EXTRA Hugs coming your way!!!!

    Love Always!!!

    Sue

    Ross((((((((((((((((Judy)))))))))))))))))Jen
    Thinking of you always Judy. I hate the stuff too Judy..it sure as hell didn't like me either.You are never a pain in tha butt Judy. We both pray that with our help and support you can keep the faith. You have to take all the steps to keep up your strength to be able to fight this. Doing everything possible so you will be able to have the treatment necessary.
    Luv always, Ross n Jen
  • Duby
    Duby Member Posts: 2
    #4
    Judy hang in there, you have our thoughts and prayers. One day at a time, manage your pain and enjoy each and every day. Keep up the fight never stop. Remember HOPE. Lots of love is on it's way........Here you goXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX Duby.
  • chutney
    chutney Member Posts: 11
    #5
    Judy,

    My thoughts and prayers are for you. Do not give up....I am so sorry that you are going through this.
    Anita
  • jana11
    jana11 Member Posts: 705
    #6
    Judy, you remain with me - constantly in my thoughts and heart. Know that. I'm sending up prayers for you.

    You are not a pain in the butt; you may have pain in the butt - but that's a whole different story.

    Simply know all your friend here are always here for you. I want you to know that you have touched my heart in a very special way. When I wasn't doing so well I wondered if I had touched many people. You have touch me. I think you are one of the toughest, sweetest, modest, and loving people I have encountered.

    I hope you stay comfortable... and get good news from the MD's next go around. jana
  • goldfinch
    goldfinch Member Posts: 735
    #7
    Judy,
    My thoughts and prayers remain with you.
    Mary
  • Moesimo
    Moesimo Member Posts: 1,072 Member
    #8
    Judy,

    I think of you often and continue to pray for you. I wish that you were not in so much pain. Maybe a different pain med would work better. You should not have to deal with the pain, you should be comfortable.

    Maureen
  • CAMaura
    CAMaura Member Posts: 719 Member
    #9
    Hi Judy,
    I am so sorry that you are feeling so poorly; my prayers are with you. may God bring you some peace in this hard time.
    Much love,
    Maura
  • rejoyous
    rejoyous Member Posts: 259
    #10
    Judy, I just want to tell you again how much I appreciate your letting us know what's going on with you. I know it isn't always easy to write about all this. But we are all thinking about you and wondering how you are doing. Thank you for being so good about keeping in touch.

    I hope you know that we really are all with you in this.

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