Mar 19, 2005 - 8:22 am
Hi my name is john i am 44 years old and just found out i have a polyp that is 2 cm and is t-3 cancer i had a cancer polyp removed when i was 37 years old. but it has come back in the same place.I am going to see the surgeon on monday and i am scared. can you still be a firefighter or has any firemen gone through this have any help. because this is my secound time in the same spot i think he is going to take out all my rectum. but i dont know. please pray for me and any help would be grateful. after surgery i dont know if i want to do the cemo thing i have read about natural cures what is the opinion. i think cancer is somthing were are born with and it attacks us when we are not looking or are strong like a time bomb with a long fuse if you will. i have been reading a lot of post and i must say i dont think any of us did anything wrong we just got it and thats it.how we deal with it is more important. i could blame myself,my job, my god but that would be useless. i must find the trigger that has let the monster out. and then i will slay it. i have been alright for 5 years and then i had a small polyp removed one year ago and now im t-3 what the heck. is that fair or what. i should be pissed. i think the doc last year may have left a small peice of polyp. okay just a thought. im not sue happy. my cancer has return what do i do now HELP.