Mar 16, 2005 - 10:28 pm
Grandma 047 (Judy)
I owe you an apology. I have no idea why I was so rude to you last evening, but I was. I could probably blame it on a several things, fear being the only one that even comes close. But truth be know, there is no excuse.
We all come to this board to learn and support each other and I think I terribly violated that special creed. I just stomped all over one ofthe friends I care about and that has provided me comfort. Inexcusable. This is the second time I have done that in the last few weeks (steved knows what I mean here). Before I do it again, I need to do some soul searching.
At 50, I still have quite a bit to learn and this journey is a tough one, but I need to remember one thing. It is not what you say, it is how you say it. AND I CERTAINLY SAID SOME THINGS VERY WRONG!!!!!
I am so sorry.
You will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. I am crying since it is hard for me to imagine you ever even considering my apology. I'm not sure I could or would.
Take care and continue to do the best you can do honey.