I'm new at this chat/message thing. So,here goes.
My Wife, my one and only Love, of 20 years passed away December 28,2004. I was her Caregiver 24/7. I had to be with her no matter what. She was my life...my universe...my reason for being. She fought a long hard battle for over 18 months. She had 24 sessions of External Radiation, 2 sessions of Internal Radiation and 6 Chemo (Cisplatin) treatments. By the time she was correctly diagnosed, she had Stage 3 Cervical Cancer. It was not a tumor of sorts, but a mass involving the pelvic region, nerves & kidneys. Operating was not an option. She went from 130lbs to 78lbs the morning she passed away.
I miss her terribly. I cry and cry some more. I don't want to do anything, go anywhere or talk to anyone. I just want to be with her. The pain of losing her is excrutiating...blinding if you will. I'm not crazy...I have a broken heart.
We have a son and I must care for him now. I promised her I would.
I'm alone now and hurting....any response is welcome.