Jan 05, 2005 - 3:19 pm
It has been 4 months since my husband of 12 years passed away. My children are 10 and 11 years old. I am trying to stay strong to be able to give emotional support to my children. For 21 months I stayed by my husband side trying to be a compentent caregiver. He is in a better place now, but I am so lost without him. I don't know my feelings because for so long I pushed mind away to comfort him or other loves ones.I gave so much of myself that now it scares me because now my children need me. I tell myself that once they get use to the adjustment in our home, then I can work on me.In the meantime I feel like I am going to explode one day and not knowing how scares me. I miss my husband so much. Thank you for letting me vent.