Jan 05, 2005 - 2:29 pm
Hi guys. I want to wish each and every one of you a very happy and healthy New Year. I've been reading each and every post lately but I just haven't had the courage to post anything. The holidays took a very big toll on me. I know I should be very grateful considering all the blessings I have in my life including my beautiful little 3 year old girl and my dad being NED, but again the holidays were very hard. He is fortunately nearing the end of his treatments for stage 3 colon ca, (only 3 more chemo treatments to go)and I find myself very down these days or should I say these past couple of weeks. I think I'm starting to get nervous about the end of his treatments. What if it comes back now is what I keep on telling myself. I am so frustrated, mad and sad that this disease has robbed me and my family of our peace of minds.
Anyway guys, just needed to vent. I know that these past couple of months have been very hard for many on these boards and I just want all of you to know that each of every one of you are always in my prayers.
Here's to a happy, healthy, joyous, peaceful and full of NED's New Year!