Dec 27, 2004 - 10:13 am
Next week starts round 3 of chemo. I quite simply do not want to do it anymore. I am tired of all the side effects the drs said I wouldn't have. I am just tired of everything. Tired of being tired, nauseated, sore everywhere, mouth sores, food tastes like crap, rashes, hair falling out, etc. Just tired. The stomach pains and nausea have been the worst of it all.
Ok.. I'm done complaining. Thanks for listening. I'll be ok. Not so sure I am going to continue with chemo. It will be a hard decision because my hubby wants me to. Thinks it is the right thing. My instincts are screaming "NO MORE!" I wish there was a crystal ball somewhere that would show me if I needed it or not.
Thanks for listening. MJay