Hi guys n gals. Feeling a "bit" happier now. My bloods checked out ok with CEA at 4--in OZ here its ok if it stays under 7(although it went up one point) I suppose fluctuation is normal? Sorry for bein awol--just got back from 3 days working with my son so need some time here to check out all the posts.
Unfortunately, if I may, I have some pretty upsetting news too. No--not real bad--well at least I really should be thankfull that my cancer is still in rem. I am!
BUT-Jen and I had to sell our house 18 months ago due to her being relocated(forced) and now we are in limbo again. Jen's job(emergency services administration--kinda like your paramedics) is once again on the line for relocation. We have had to consider moving again--over 100 miles away--or she loses her job. SO unfair after just getting things in order here. You will understand that we are both pretty pissed off!!!(scusey me french!) After my illness during the last 12 months and moving and rebuilding our lovely home we are now going to be forced to do it again!!-grrrrrr!!!!!!!
Sorry guys--I know this is really an unwarranted whinge--knowing how lucky I have been compared to others but,
just forgive me. We are so incredibly upset that this has come after our last 12 months--things were looking up. I am so sad for some of our friends here and some-one needs to make me snap out of it and not be so selfish. I guess I am really mad about it all because Jen has worked so hard for 17 years and they do this to her. She is so upset--I think it (my cancer and her job status) has really got to her. As her job is our sole income things are gunna get pretty tough if she can't keep it.
I really do feel selfish guys--
I know this is a pitifull excuse to vent--but you are family. I am just kinda lost and wonder why I bother trying to do it all again----guess I am just totally pissed off!
luv yu all guys, kanga