Hiya guys--well--had two more ECG'S yesterday and did a heart stress test(treadmill) and at the moment the specialist is not real sure if my chest pains are heart problems.My cholesterol is not real flash and blood pressure is all over tha place--bout 122 over 95 to 100. He said it is possible the chemo has affected my heart so have 2 more appointments next week to do a more detailed examination.I go tuesday for heart "imaging" --apparently they inject a dye into me then slap me into the machine. Then I will also have bloods and ultrasound done on thursday(ultrasound of heart)
I have to tell yu that at the moment I am pretty pissed off as I thought I was going to get some respite from hospital since finishing chemo(scuse me french)--I am just so peeved that this heart thing has come up and the worry starts again!!-geeeezzzzz------grrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!! Of course now Jen is worried like hell again and my kids are starting to get upset too--and that is what really gets to me--them going thru this all over again--makes it tough on them , don't it.
Sorry guys--guess its pretty trivial compred to lotsa yu guys here and the stuff yu all have to put up with. Its just that all of a sudden I thought things were smoothing out and now this!
I am in a real ****ty mood so keep ya distance in case I throw something I shouldna!!!!!
luv yu guys heaps--kanga n Jen