Mar 04, 2004 - 9:50 am
Hi, I didn't see any new messages. My mom passed away from ovarian cancer in October of 2003. It's been four months, and I'm still having a hard time - I lost my best friend. I am married with four children, and uprooted my family after my mother's death to move in with my dad to take care of him. Other than my dad, I was my mom's primary care giver during her illness. I just miss her so much. I see messages from others, who lost their moms years ago, and are still in pain. Will the hurt ever get any easier? I hate it that she won't be able to see my children grow. We would talk every day, even before she got sick, we were just so close. I lost my best friend, and don't feel like I have anyone to talk to. My husband tries to be supportive, but both his parants and all of his grandparents are still alive, and he just doesn't understand. I have brothers, but I was the only girl, and I feel like they have moved on, and I'm just stuck. I just need someone who understands.