Jul 08, 2003 - 4:56 pm
Hey guys. I was diagnosed with stage4 Hodgkins disease two years ago. I am now in my second year of remission, but I feel worse mentally then when I was treated. Throughout my entire treatment of chemo and radiation it was so hard to see my family cry. I decided to be strong and positive so there pain could be eased. Now that my treatment is done I feel like I am not ok. I spent so much time worrying about others that I never stopped to ask and attend to how I was feeling. I wanted to be strong even when I was so weak. When I was being treated I was the cancer patient, but now that it is all done I am havnig trouble finding myself. I find myself with all of these unresolved feelings and am unsure how to deal with them. I would love any feedback because I feel lost.