My visit to the doctor yesterday gave me some hope although I must admit I have mixed feelings about it. My mammogram was clear (yea!) and he decided not to put me through any chemotherapy for the moment. I will be starting radiation and tamoxifen in the coming months, but sometimes wish I would have gotten all the possible and available treatments, It's not that I don't trust my doctor, but that I guess we all tend to think more is better and am so afraid it will come back that I would feel safer taking treatment even if I don't need it. What is a girl to do? Also, could you guys inform me about radiation treatments and what to expect?